The Lost Me

Gazing at the sky & counting the stars,

Trying to conceal my wounded scars.

Nights are dark and extremely quiet,

But my soul screams in a thundering riot.

She says that I resemble my granny,

Now where to search for my hidden mommy?

An orphan soul longing for eternal affection,

Hiding worries behind, with smiles of expression.

Entire world celebrates the season winter,

And I am here burnt inside just like a splinter.

Up at the sky, "Enough sleeping mommy", I hiss,

Waiting to have your tight hug at least once.

None pulls me up though I fell,

Please take me UP with you even if it's hell.

Mommy, Enough playing hide and seek,

Just come & give me a perk on my cheek!

Without you, Its been many dawn and dusk,

I still pray to return you back by any luck.

The more I think, the more I miss it!

All that I need is your loving kiss!

Gazing at the sky and counting the stars,

Today, it's heartbreaking more than ever!