TELL ME LORD

I fought all battles

Silent and alone 

I tried to seek help from them 

But I didn't feel that even one is my own 

You know everything, Lord

Tell me why was I born? 

Just to fix others 

While I was all alone 

Handling those adults 

As well as my kin

Just tell me, Lord

Why do I have to bear everything?

Every time I give up 

You give me immense strength

Just to put a smile 

And say all good my friend 

I wish I could share 

The emptiness I feel

Even after giving a lot 

Not even a single piece of mine heal

Can you tell me Lord 

Where will I find my solace?

I have searched every bit of my soul 

Just to get the feeling of being whole 

But still, here I am 

With a racing heart 

Trying to put together 

All that's fallen apart 

So all I ask again for 

Is that immense strength

Once again to get up and heal

Just tell me, Lord 

what should I do and feel?

Because I fought all my silent battles 

Only with the hope 

That lord is there to handle it.