"Strange Teenage"

Kind and innocent, a life filled with happiness. 

Pure charm on the face, and it was the best phase. 

That peaceful sleep is what I miss, 

And the return of a kind heart is my wish.

Those rainbows of thoughts, build in the mind, 

It's all crazy, now to remind. I thought something amazing was yet to come, 

But anxiety, insecurities hit me hard like a stone.

Now I see my dim face in the mirror, 

The thoughts are enough to show what is called terror. 

People's judgment is always an error, 

I still wonder why I lived my life with fear.

Everything changed as time flew, 

The tree of regrets, the branches of thoughts grew. 

Trying to heal, by erasing the insecurities that I drew,

On a way to the new journey as completely new.