Smile vs. Pain

I delay and pause, to sense

Why can't I be joyful?

Masking all the bruises and

All the scratches are in-depth down inside.

My soul is yelling

Yet I can't earn a single noise

Nor that I can make a sound

Please don't ask me why.

Because then all you will

Catch a glimpse of is me weeping

All I need is refined stillness

And maybe then

I won't need to conceal this and smile

Because my smile is my resilience

And stability is frivolity

Then how satisfactorily you conceal your

Tangible pain.