Silence

I feel lost, I feel scared

I feel something, can't be shared

I lose control, I cry at night

I don't love, I just fight

I have friends, with lose end

I have scars, just to pretend

I have everything, but nothing is there

I have a fire, but not the glare

Something is gone, some is here

Fearfulness shouts loud, but there is nothing to fear, 

Is it life or a race? 

Is this forever, or just a phase.