Reason The Unreasonable

What am I doing wrong?

Nothing intrigues me.

Nothing surprises me.

But the constant limitation of my brain.

I no longer indulge into what defined me in the past

Then what is my definition now?

Oddly I feel satiated

And no longer wish to pursue it

As no matter how hard I try

I am unable to

It seems beyond my capacity, otherworldly

Beyond anyone's capacity

But who am I to decide anyone's limits but my own.

It just feels weird to loose my identity and to feel nothing.

How can I waste the opportunity,

Knowing the consequences

Am I ready to bear the cost?

Why is it so?

I can't reason what I do anymore

If only I had the capacity to know.