Papa

Last night I saw a hand comforting my soul. 

A foggy face sitting beside me, relaxing my crease. 

I can feel it was you...Papa! 

My mind playing games, my heart desperately wanted you back. 

I hugged you and you disappeared, like the castle built on sand. 

I tried to stop you, you lost in a vein. 

I was lying in a rage, trying to hold you with all my cage. 

Tears shedding from my orbs

Just wanted Papa to come back once and for all. 

I was woken up by the annoying wind. 

I saw I was all alone, and it was just a dream and my consciences wanted not to end my dream. 

Papa, Papa, Papa ...

I murmured, sitting alone there,

Hairs sticking on my cheeks,

Disturbed by the reckless wind wishing to peep,

Saltish water dripping down,

From the brook of my soul straining down, 

Sanity began wondering myriad years since,

The day you wrote your name on that juvenile,

Announces Ravi's daughter,

That budding baby knows you as a God of her laughter, 

Who will never leave her,

Who will never hurt her,

Who will be all her,

Tears rolling down,

Like a glacier melting his crown,

Yes, papa, I know you prevail around,

Still by my side and I refuse to realise,

That you are not alive, 

Even that tiny baby, who was staring you straight into your eyes,

Renounce to accept your absence, 

Something is broken,

And now will never mend,

Nevertheless, exact as always been, 

Papa, I want to relinquish,

No matter how enormous I became,

Like an awe sky need stars and moon to shine in the dark,

Furthermore, I need you like a sheer child gawking to soothe her impulsive soul,

Finding a lap to rest all her core.

Papa, my dream end,

But my gut still looking for you on every life frames shore,

Why you left me, Papa...!

Still miss you so much,

I Don't need a day to say you how much I love you...!

You will always be my best man for life,

My first love...Papa...!

"Happy Father's Day "