Not Sure

Riddling thoughts,

Questioning my state,

Held at crossroads,

Do I still feel the pain,

Bridges burning,

For sanity's sake,

Still Wrecking havoc,

Her memories cant be tamed,

Don't tell me those feelings still wriggle in graves,

Sacrificed a million things till now,

I can't risk it all again,

Dead I am from all within,

I wonder how she survived all these years,

Truth to be told,

Yet can't bear it,

Maybe her love was never there in the first place.