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Engraving words on my skin,

stepping closer to insane,

there’s four letters calling out for me,

to feel anything but pain.

Painting words on my walls, 

feeling helpless to my fears, 

my eyes a sapphire crystal, 

as I let free the many tears.

But I wasn’t always made this way, 

with thoughts of ways to die, 

I had a heart so pure and gold, 

I had the most innocent mind.

But a moment came along so quick, 

I almost didn’t see, 

where hatred filled my empty glass, 

and dropped me to my knees.

And dare you say I want attention, 

I’ll laugh right in your face, 

because a girl like me has no desire, 

to hear a word you say.