My Lost Friend

What you say,

Reflects your inner intention.

But on your happy day,

You cant share my tension.

I know I'm boring for you,

But for you I cant change in anyways.

The real me always seeks you,

But you hide always.

This doesn't mean i don't need you,

But your attitude changes every day.

Sometimes you want me but mostly your friends are new,

Then why aren't you with me makes me sad in every way.

Still I'm seeking you,

And I'm sure someday you'll find my way.

But without your acceptance I promise you,

I won't tell you what my heart say.

I know finding you is hard,

But not impossible too.

But I'll invite you with a card

In my life when I'll find real you.