Lost Me

Lost in the never-ending darkness of life I am

Praying for a candle to glow 

Searching something or someone? I don't know

Or am I trying to justify myself...

Changed I am, changed I have 

Or has the world changed only around me

Know not I what has happened to me

Or has it happened to my innocent heart 

Once glowing, ever-smiling, now as if dead I am 

The smile on my face has been lost forever leaving my heart

Full of pain.

One who broke the rules and made new ones

One who challenged the limits was I

Now fenced by grief and lost in life I am

So many peers I had and my heart was full of cheer. 

Me now solitude rules

Lost in life's battle, yes lost have I 

Wrecked in the sea of life

I've lost myself somewhere in this life 

But where and how also when?

Has someone betrayed me or once again maybe

Trying to love me 

It's me, my real self whom I'm searching for.