Living In Dilemma

Lost in tranquility or hidden in it, I don't know.

Sometimes hoping to find a way to open up,

My pious gullible soul. But, fear surrounds. 

Will this world of derision be good for it? 

Will my soul have gallantry to find comfort and peace,

In this field of egocentric foxes.

Sometimes pushing it, dragging it to the graveyard of humanity. Sometimes embracing it, convincing it to stay.

Living in this dilemma since my mind woke. 

Searching for white light to guide me. 

Will it show? I don't know it yet,

it's just a feeling- there is a white light showering wisdom. 

We are the egocentric fox unable to taste it.