Life Or Lies

I keep my lies,

So that it won't fly.

What about my muffled cries?

Is it a result of my lies?

All my useless tries.

It still makes me cry.

What about my swollen eyes?

Is is a result of my lies?

All of my care dies.

So I'm not shy.

What about my dried eyes?

Is it a result of my lies?

I lost my aims,

I lost my games,

I lost my shame,

But I'm not INSANE...