In your Debt

You were my blessing in disguise... My guiding star and my delight!

You helped me grow at my pace.. never too fast... Let's forget about being late...

You stood still when I kept shaking .. for me, you knew better than what I was making... 

U took my hand and nudged me ahead... Keep walking.. it doesn't matter if the way ain't made...

No shouts or cries when u were around.. My kids are still babies u would pronounce!

At 39 when I cut my cake.. you weren't happy and said "You should have grown up a bit late..."

You were my safety net... My win in each of my life's bet! You stood strong till your very last breath... 

Holding my hand when you took your last steps ..I felt for the first time, something is a mistake... 

You couldn't ever be weak.. u were my pillar.. my place to seek!

On the hospital bed I saw you struggling for breath...Unimaginable pain, I never felt so helpless.. 

Minutes later u left us in debt ... A debt we will never be able to pay... As a father... you were beyond what the world would say!!!

I will forever love you Pappa!!!