I Fake

My smile,

My laughter,

My happiness,

I fake all of them,

To every one of them.

No one understands,

No one will.

I try to explain,

But it can't get through you.

So, I sit in my own hell,

which is a locked room,

to everyone else.

I don't sleep at night,

like others,

instead,

I let my tears fall.

For the world,

My smile,

My laughter,

My happiness,

I fake all of them,

To every one of them.

So, I sit in my own hell,

And,

I let my,

anger,

my desperation,

my anxiety,

On the pages I love.

I am not okay,

I am not fine,

Though I let,

Everone thinks,

I seem to shine.

So, again for the world,

My smile,

My laughter,

My happiness,

I fake all of them,

To every one of them...