Glad but broken

I still hold unto the illusion,

Despite the mass of confusion.

I silently scream inside my head,

I don't wish to get off my bed.

I feel the inspiration brewing up in me,

I get stuck up admist of my own thoughts,

I try to get above my limitations,

Penning down these words adds a sensation.

I will climb the mountain till I reach the peak,

I got to be strong and brave; and not mild nor weak,

I will not get scared by the impending storm,

I learned to adorn my face with a smile.

I am glad despite being broken,

I got some many thoughts, yet unspoken,

Life never let me choose my lot,

But I have got to choose to be happy or not.

I have got no time to pretend,

How much pain I felt from the demon I contend!

Glad but broken,

So many words are meant to be left unspoken...