Found Myself

I Found Myself.

I Found Myself On The Edge Of Insanity,

I Found Myself On The Verge Of Brutality,

I Got Through The Hardest Of Times On My Own,

I've Had Made Mistakes,

And Now I Learnt "I'm Strong".

No-one Told Me About The Limit,

They Left Me To Grieve.

Certain Instincts Made Me Cry,

Silence Stole Me,

Loneliness Slept Beside Me On The Bed,

Weeping Tears Turned Crimson Red,

But I Think It All Made Sense,

I Couldn't Smell Your Effervescence,

I Wish I Could Fix Everything Earlier,

I Wish I Could Go Back To The Time,

I Want To Free My Life From Your Prison,

It's Becoming Difficult To Breath Everyday.

Anyways, So

Time Passed By.

I Turned Mature.

I Found That People Have "Paper-Hearts"

Getting Torn By Their Partners,

Getting Wet By Their Tears,

But, I Like Being Myself.

Don't Wanna Entertain Anybody Else.

I Don't Feel Like Answering Anyone.

Sometimes I Want Someone To Hold,

Love Me The Same When I Turn Old,

I Don't Like Crowds.

Rather I Like My Space.

I've Stopped Finding You In Every Girl Out There.

I've Stopped Looking For My Future Woman.

In This Crowd Of Blurry Faces,

A World Of Busy Places,

I Found Myself.

I Was Born.

I Was Torn Apart.

That Gave Me A Big Scar.

I Gave Up My Fight Many-a-times,

But I Found Something More,

I Picked Up My Shattered Heart & Wore It Again,

It Broke Me Totally When Closed-ones Left Me Too,

Choking My Heart, Assassinating It With A Screw All The Way Through.

They Remind Me Of What Is Real & Reel,

Now I No Longer Need Pain To Feel.

Earlier I Talked In Circles,

Those Figures Can't Get Out Of My Head,

They Gave Me Nightmares,

While I Slept On My Bed,

I Kept Pulling The Thread,

And The Truth Unravelled.

Sooner I Learnt That I'm Strong,

Though It Still Hurts At Times,

But The Pain Isn't Worth It,

And Even If It Stings…

It's Absolutely Normal!

I Get Wrong Before The Right,

There's A War Between Heart & Mind,

Kind Of Small Street Fight.

Every Happy Phrase Is Engraved In My Brain.

Although I Tried Controlling…

I Can't Hide The Growing Pains.

It Still Pains.

As There's No Band-aid For This!