Forgiveness

The thoughts make me nervous, 

How folks sprinkled unknown bitterness, 

In the closest bond, making it forever aimless, 

Leaving my veins this kinda bloodless, 

You ain't bothered to join my eyes which were blameless, 

Never imagined that you will show that much blindness, 

You left me breathless, 

In the dark nights where you were my only brightness, 

Yet some nights make me reminisce what made you that much callous, 

That you loved to shatter my calmness, 

You played with your cleverness, 

Leaving me with my never recognized boldness, 

As in we were the part of a cheap circus, 

The days I spent without you were almost colorless, 

Everyone out in the circle was somehow curious, 

To know about that coldness, 

In between our hearts which we ourselves loved to discuss, 

Reminisce their eagerness, 

Which made each bit of our bond famous, 

Inside I Feel everything happened because of my foolishness, 

Now even my nerves shiver to ask for forgiveness, 

Will, you dare to show me that greatness, 

Which I expected that you will leave your heartless, 

The attitude which made me this much helpless, 

In front of everyone showing my all-time stupid happiness, 

Turning each grievous, 

A moment into never-ending goodness.