Finding Myself

Who am I,

A thought that often triggers my mind

It makes me wonder,

Yet feel this pain 

It makes me overreact at the smallest things 

Feeling so drained and exhausted 

Beaten down inside

I felt like a knife stabbed through my chest

"I failed at it again"

But that voice buried deep down inside

I hear it scream out,

"You can do it! Just try!"

I struggle,

But I made my way outside

Looking at the stars,

Shinning in all its might 

The memories flashed back so fast

Tears rolled down my cheeks then,

I asked myself,

"Why am I giving up so easily.

I never go down without a fight."