Drowning

Drowning looks so peaceful;

Underneath the silence and calmness,

There is darkness,

Cold and blurry,

Settled at the bottom,

I am slowly swirling into it.

What is it that pulls me to it,

Is it how slowly it feels me up with itself,

Or how it mercilessly ends me slowly with it's calmness and silence.

I feel the silence,

I feel the calmess,

I feel the pull towards the dark,

Darkness sipping within me,

Turning me inside out,

Filling me with the dark and pulling me somewhere else;

It's has start looking blurry,

I feel the heaviness of the weigh of it,

It's not cutting me, choking me, breaking me, it's not killing me,

It's taking me to the other world,

For me,

by me,

from me,

to me,

I am in peace alas.