Drapetomania

I know I know

It's a wrong thing, 

The most important trick, 

The courage is not there, 

In my life's ring. 

Don't lead by misconception, 

There's no need for courage, 

To have an unshy soul, 

Not too shy to escape, 

From any kind of stage. 

It is a madness, 

That would relief the pain, 

Do not stuck there, 

Exploring the new situation,

There is so much to gain. 

I simply want to be left, 

In the middle of unwanted chaos, 

Only to find a new one, 

Because thorns are on every rose.

I know I know 

This shows me as a coward, 

Certainly this disease is deceptive, 

Like an hopeless slave, 

I am looking forward. 

Not now, but any how, 

The horrified situations I hate, 

Can't seek my attention that easily, 

Like a little bird, I'll fly straight.