Deja-vu

Today felt like a deja-vu

I don't know why but

Today felt like a deja-vu

Like this life is not mine

Like this is not me 

Living in my body

The life I use to have 

Was the real one

This life is just someone else

In my living dead body

Exact a year back 

This was the day that monster raped me 

This was the day I died

And since then I am dying every day

Every breath I am taking seems to be

Reducing my life 

And even my real me

This is just me hiding my problem 

With the brightest and saddest smile

I can ever wear 

Today that monster died 

But with him, the real me also died 

Now it's just someone else 

In my living dead body. 

19th November