dancer struggles

It's hard to do it And I don't know

If I made the right decision

I feel like I'm just not capable 

 I'm trying my best that's what I'm feeling 

But I feel so pressured

I don't know if I'm gonna make it

I don't even know how will i 

remember all the dances

I wanna express myself like that 

It's truly beautiful 

But I don't really know 

If I'm really getting through it and

 if it's the right way to do

I feel like I'm blamed 

And like I'm just not doing it

All along the way

And it's hard for me to decide

Is the Blaming I face

Outside or in my head

No matter how it is it's getting in my way

I wanna express myself this way

I don't want it to be turned

Into something I hate

I hope it won't happen to be true