Being Ill.....

It's not easy to lay on the bed, 

Under the shed.

Without doing anything,

Without thinking something, 

Even my mind doesn't support me to think positively, 

Or to read anything,

I feel depressed as well,

And think only and only negative things

And yes, I condemn God as well 

Forgiving me illness

Why? It's happening to me. It's the only question that I have in my mind.