Being A Sidekick

I am threatened,

By the self-destructive thoughts,

The number of empty beer bottles,

Which became a decoration in my drawing room,

The endless bitching sessions on colleagues,

Still resides in the mucus of my ears,

Last-minute surprises,

For the sake of Social Media,

Were not entertaining anymore,

I feel burdened,

With loads of anger on my nerves,

It would be a puzzle,

To be in this relationship,

Which I never wanted to solve,

I am going towards the risky paths,

Walking silently,

To be the main character in my life,

To avoid being a sidekick in my life movie.