Being A Girl Scares Me

Being a lassie metamorphosed my commodious perturbation. 

Perambulating solitary in darkness made me spook. 

Wearing compendious some pieces I couldn't endure. 

Juveniles giving a reproving look made me fear. 

After Asifa, Priyanka and a lot more, 

Maybe I'll be their succeeding care. 

Coldnesshits me hard even in summer. 

My society made an unscrupulous ambience. 

I think having labia is the only problem. 

Every nook and corner holds a secret character, 

Whose sexual hormones are being weaker? 

Staring at a girl turns him on. 

Bleeding straight for a week makes me lugubrious. 

A red stain on the jeans visible on the road, 

Makes the ambience weird, 

Portraying the menstrual cycle is idiosyncratic. 

I doubt my existence, 

I can’t overcome this,

Hallucination grabs me every night, 

Paranormal conscience fears me to the extremes. 

I get goosebumps when a juvenile touches my shoulder, 

Soon I shrug in despair and judgemental look, 

Feeling as if he would explore me for his needs,

And then dump me over some drain. 

Someday society would curtail my dreams, 

And bring an end to the hurdles I need to cross,

It is something that Scares me the most.

Returning late from parties someone may eat the hell out of me, 

Some day the society would rob my loved ones, 

Caste will devastate my world,

I’ll be forced to get married to a person, 

Whom I had never seen.

An unknown person will feel me sexually, 

Making me uncomfortable greatly,

While succeeding my generation

If I give birth to a girl child the society will again commit nuisance. 

Even in my old days, I won’t be safe, 

During my pregnancy, I won’t be safe, 

While marrying an unknown juvenile I won’t be safe, 

While applying for a job I won’t be safe.

Staying safe is a myth in this country, 

Unsafe is the new trend,

Love is the latest method, 

Sex Is a new love.