Actually mean

I have, maybe in the future is had 

I never let to create in my face 

Anything who has the led to reveal 

I may be an introvert, shy introvert 

But who forced me to be 

No one asked this question 

Maybe this is not necessary 

to all to know me more 

But what when this open 

All get to know why I am a most silent person in this world of loud and scream

Maybe that is the deepest, darkest secret 

And day-by-day when my birthdays 

passed I get to know 

My face is not real there is 

many evils who are behind me

And this is what actually mean