What ! If I Say Yes?

Going back in time,

Awakens some questions and conscious of mine.

Would I choose that person?

Whose presence has enhanced the beauty of life which equals the effect of Emerson? 

Would I choose that hope?

Whose appreciation has added a bright spark in my life and taught me how to cope.

Would I choose that hurt?

Who first accused me for what I never did and then, made me feel grateful to have such a Kurt.

Would I still risk for him?

Who always assures that this feeling of unconditional liking is forever and his heart will always overflow brim.

Would I still like him?

Who once instilled the courage to stop running away from myself and made me feel at home. 

Would I still stay up until 3 a.m.?

With whom I share the bare side of mine and surely he won't judge me for a while.

Would I still make memories?

Strange it is, but I can't resist, I can't drown that courage to explore the calm that soothes the soul.

Would I still forgive and trust?

Who once paved the way of solace, belonging, warmth and comfort.

Would I still give him a home in my heart?

Why not?

But I have to wait!

I will wait, for as long as it takes,

I will wait ! ......

After all this mess,

What! If I say Yes?