Gloomy Days

On days like this,

I expect no bliss.

The words ring from your mouth

Drive me nuts till I cry out

I want to cut off all our ties

Cause you have told me so many lies

I shut my eyes,

imagining you as a ball of mist

Then, right there,

I ball my fingers into hard fists

I'm covering my ears

But still I can hear my fears

Louder than ever

My eyes are dry

And I can no more cry

Broken guitar strings,

How I am

My heart is dark,my skies are fifty shades darker,

I'm closed up like a clam

I can't believe I thought that without you,

I couldn't be

'Cause now I just really loathe you,

It's all I can do for me.