Now that I have committed this deadly sin,
God will surely throw me in a bin.
My future is in doom's shadow,
Wished I could be in a meadow.
Lying in its grass so lush green,
I forget my worries as if I were unseen.
But the meadow in hell isn't for what I wished,
I regret I couldn't have my loved ones kissed.
Painful cries is my only song,
But I couldn't stop myself from doing the wrong.
Now in the corners of the hell, I will rot,
Why, in these worldly things, was I so caught?
I still want to rewind,
To undo things, have it out of my mind.
But the deeds are done,
And there's nowhere to run.
Moving on is such a crime,
Because my feelings betray me every time.
Accepting the truth is my only choice,
Against my inner demon, I wish to raise my voice.
With myself I bet,
Never will I do something again for which later I regret.