Regret

Now that I have committed this deadly sin,

God will surely throw me in a bin.

My future is in doom's shadow,

Wished I could be in a meadow.

Lying in its grass so lush green,

I forget my worries as if I were unseen.

But the meadow in hell isn't for what I wished,

I regret I couldn't have my loved ones kissed.

Painful cries is my only song,

But I couldn't stop myself from doing the wrong.

Now in the corners of the hell, I will rot,

Why, in these worldly things, was I so caught?

I still want to rewind,

To undo things, have it out of my mind.

But the deeds are done,

And there's nowhere to run.

Moving on is such a crime,

Because my feelings betray me every time.

Accepting the truth is my only choice,

Against my inner demon, I wish to raise my voice.

With myself I bet,

Never will I do something again for which later I regret.