When and How?

From determining to dive in the deepest Ocean,

And thinking of Climbing the highest peak,

What has happened to me now?

When and how did I became this weak?

From making friends at first sight- 

To now avoiding them for weeks,

What has happened to me?

When and How did I became such freak? 

From being a leader,

From standing up to bullies, 

To now following their orders and being a sneak~

What has happened to me?

When and How did I became so meek?

From then wishing to battling the dragons who fly up high in the wide blue sky,

To now being scared to cross a crowded street,

What has happened to me now?

When did I became this weak?