Is This Me??

I don’t know what is happening to me, 

The fact that I just want to let alone be. 

I am not what I always appear, 

I can’t express myself to those I call dear. 

I put a smile on my face all day long, 

But at night I feel everything with me is wrong. 

I have things I need to get off my chest, 

But I can’t seem to tell anything to the rest. 

People look at me see how happy I am, 

They don’t understand what I think nobody gives a damn. 

Even with so many people around me I feel alone, 

The happy child inside of me has been long gone.