I Feel So Numb

I feel so numb, I rush to my room

the frantic thought in my head start to resume

I rush to my desk and look all around

until a nasty razor which I have found

I grab it in my hand and sit on my bed

as I lift up my sleeve to reveal what lay ahead

Pale white line that makes creases in my skin

they are thereto remind me

That I will never win

I rinse of the blade and return it to its place

so if I need it again its there just in case.