I know I can
Yet I don't know how will I ...
Soon these voices will fade,
But they will take something from me ...
Too precious like my glee or joy !
It taunts me from dawn to dusk !
Yet I don't know how to escape !
I try to forgive myself for thinking I am weak ...
I hurt myself to believe that others actions
Aren't worse like mine to myself !
Desperately I caress my deepened scars ...
Thinking they'll mean something to me !
In vain it just multiplies the concealed scars that I bare in my heart !
I curse myself ...
Thinking I was born to savour pain !
My soul has crestfallen into a darkness
That no light can show a new hope !!
No matter what ...
I can't !