I Can't

I know I can

Yet I don't know how will I ...

Soon these voices will fade,

But they will take something from me ...

Too precious like my glee or joy !

It taunts me from dawn to dusk !

Yet I don't know how to escape !

I try to forgive myself for thinking I am weak ...

I hurt myself to believe that others actions

Aren't worse like mine to myself !

Desperately I caress my deepened scars ...

Thinking they'll mean something to me !

In vain it just multiplies the concealed scars that I bare in my heart !

I curse myself ...

Thinking I was born to savour pain !

My soul has crestfallen into a darkness

That no light can show a new hope !!

No matter what ...

I can't !