Hope To Get Them Back Again

 Here I am,

“Student council member”

I see everyone is happy for me.

Meetings to attend, planning to do,

I can’t even eat lunch on time.

Now, I can’t eat with my friends anymore,

Nor can I spend time,  

I go restless and tired.

My friends say “I am not there with them”

I feel bad,

Sorrow and pain in my heart.

And then… 

Droplets of water over my page.

I get angry,

           and lonely.

 

Don’t even have time to explain myself.

I get depressed, Iost again.

My friends say,

        “You are selfish, you are unorganized’

      I answer, “instead of blaming, just emphasize with me”

  

All these comments just empty my heart

Lost hopes 

I don’t know what happened, but whatever happened it was very quick.

Now I am just waiting for one warm hug from them, and hoping to get them back again.