In those cold winter months I waited for a beautiful summer Naive as I was, I wished it would come soon Spending months in agony, waiting for love

Sleepless nights are all I know Those I spent talking to the moon Spilling my dirty secrets And the amount of love I have for you

I have died a thousand times before this Only to watch the sunrise the next morning And just like that, I forget the night before And the monsters that screamed in my head

I don't know what happened to us over two years Once we were so in love the world seemed pretty Now we drown in our depression away from love You look for me but I wish to dash away from you

And we don't get to be together But we still breathe under the same sky And the moon watched over you For days I have struggled to keep my promise

There's just a sparkle in your eyes, A smile on your face and a laugh in your voice. There's so much about you that annoys me and then there's so much to love, I can't decide for myself so darling I am just going to let go.

I am far from perfect but sadly, people only love you if you are perfect these days.