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Share with friendsYou have to go through pain, struggle and stress to be the one of the finest ever lived because God wants you to be an example to everyone around you.
You are still breathing because God has a purpose for you. Don't waste time and try to figure it out.
You can't be fully prepared by following God's word you've to experience it under circumstances that can lead you to be an example of who can share and lead the people that believe in God's word.
God cares about you deeply that's the reason he punish you whenever you did a mistake. Problem is in your perspective not in his response.
There is always an option. Don't make mistakes, don't rush things. Wait for God's perspective and everything will be under control with perfection.