Work on finding motivation and passion within yourself, You can’t rely on others to provide that for you.
Some people are not the most bright but they can be kind hearted Or have some other traits that makes them worth to be around and have a positive effect on your character.
The true you is the witness of these, and the process of life, with its beauty, daring, joy, sorrow, pleasure and pain is a grand and glorious lesson
You will grieve and then you will deal with whatever comes next, there will be good times and bad times ahead, such is life.
You're gonna be feeling difficult things when you least expect it, don't fight it, don't ignore it, accept it, embrace it, let it go.