Losing someone when young, teaches you to adapt to life without them really fast. You have smaller memory bank that fades with time. I lost mom when I was 13 and I never thought of her much. But when I gave birth to my daughter, I understood how daunting it is to be a mother and how conveniently we take them for granted. I today am grateful to have this life because of her. I love you Bou. Miss u.