That moment you complete reading a book to look around, Only to realise everyone is just minding on their own life As though you didn't experience emotional drama and trauma at the hands of paperback

Crying alone whole night And spreading award winning smiles in morning And that's how my, Life goes on and on

When I am hurt, I shut down, I turn into a total bitch I shut off my emotions I act differently towards everything And I HATE IT

I am a distance runner I've been trained to keep going When it's hard, When it sucks, When I don't want to I look pass it Relentless forward progress to the finish Call it whatever you want, Stubbornness Endurance Determination Guts Deep down, I don't know how to give up And it's always worth in the end