Love Behind Anger

Tanmay was continuously fighting with her from the past 3 days.

The reason was as simple as an extra affair. Tanmay had doubts on Arushi, but this time he crossed his limits when he abused Arushi.

It all started two years ago. Tanmay himself proposed her, to which she denied. Although she had some feelings for Tanmay, his flirtatious nature made her reject him. This happened for two times, not the third time. She even noticed that Tanmay has changed himself a lot, only for her and this one thing win her heart. She believed that he was serious for her, that's why he did so much. Although Arushi said yes to him, she was still upset by his flirtatious nature. In the beginning, she asked Tanmay to change himself, but slowly Arushi discovered that it was really difficult and hard to change Tanmay and his behaviour. When it commenced, everything was going with the flow, but soon they were started having fights. It all started with a little cold war and the maximum limit was a breakup. But every time, Tanmay did such things that Arushi couldn't stop her heart from melting and they resolved their issues.

Gradually, Tanmay convinced Arushi for live-in. Arushi got second thoughts about him. What if he used her? What if he took sexual favour from her? Should She clearly say no to him?? What if he would be serious for her?? She was confused for about a week when Tanmay confronted her. She hesitantly told him the truth. He calmed her down and clarified her doubts.

After convincing her for about 3 to 4 weeks, she finally moved in with him.

The very third day in the new apartment had changed Arushi's life forever. She did sex with him. It was her first time. Neither Arushi was desperate nor Tanmay forced himself upon her. But his first touch had aroused her deep buried emotions and hormones, and they went with the flow.

Next morning, when they woke up, then they realised what had happened between them. But still, they couldn't recall it fully. Arushi was stunned. She was not sure whether she should be happy or sad. As soon as she realized what had happened, she felt awkward and left. Tanmay could feel the same awkwardness. They left for the office, but today in different cabs. They didn't talk for the whole day except for business talks.

Soon time passed and things changed a lot. Tanmay was drastically changed. The reason was he was insecure. His insecurities had grown to a much wider extent, in a period of two years. In the beginning, he just showed symptoms of anger issues, which Arushi thought would be treated. But those were not symptoms of anger issues, it was a far bigger thing. He needed psychiatric help.

Things started when he didn't like her work. They argued a lot upon that. He always said that when he is working, why she need to? Arushi had her own reason. They were working in the same company, and that too much before they were in relation. Initially, he didn't have a problem, then why he was having it after two years??

He didn't like her chatting to male colleagues. Arushi tried to avoid it as much as she could. When she had business work regarding anyone, she always bothered of Tanmay seeing her. Whenever he saw her, he used to argue every single time at home. But he didn't let anyone know about this, in office. Things got worse when Tanmay started flirting again. It could be with his office colleague, be it be their neighbour, be it, anyone, he didn't leave a single chance. And he blamed her that he was doing that because she was having an extra affair. Arushi fought with him for this. But still, he used to remain dominant over her.

This fighting continues from the past 3 days.

That day also, Arushi warned him, otherwise, she would leave him. Immediately, Tanmay asked for a sorry and behaved well with her. He even promised that he would not abuse her. Arushi took time to believe him, but she did. Although, Tanmay didn't like her working and all. But, he didn't say a single word to her about the same, just because of that promise.

There was their common Friend named Sagar, who was a psychiatrist. Arushi had talked to him about Tanmay. So she asked him to visit them and asked Tanmay about it. But, Tanmay shouldn't come to know about their plan. Sagar agreed.

After two days, Sagar visited them. Sagar was one of his close friends. Tanmay was elated when he saw him after such a long time. They had talked for about an hour, but still, they were not tired. Slowly slowly, Sagar got involved a bit deeper, when he asked about their relationship. Tanmay wanted to hide, but he couldn't as Sagar was really close to him. He told him, that he got insecure when she works and talk with anyone. He accepted that he was flirtatious, but now he doesn't flirt. The only reason was to make Arushi a bit jealous, so she could stay with him forever.

"Whenever I saw her talking to anyone, I felt inferior and the other guy, Superior. I felt guilty that she is holding a guy like me. I felt like I couldn't satisfy her needs (physically and mentally). And I was afraid that she would leave me because of this."

Sagar tried to calm him down. He tried to manipulate him so that he could trust her that she won't leave him. After they had their dinner, Sagar left. Arushi asked him what was the issue. Sagar asked her to talk to him personally. Arushi took a day off, reasoning headache. After Tanmay left, she went to meet Sagar. Sagar told her that he thought that he couldn't satisfy her needs.

Arushi was shocked." When did things go this way? It's nothing like that."

"I know Arushi, but it's like his insecurities are rising. He needs you the most and some psychological sessions."

"Ok."

Unfortunately, Tanmay saw her with Sagar. He immediately confronted them. He again put allegations on both of them. Sagar stopped Arushi from arguing. Even Sagar didn't reply back. Then, Sagar convinced Tanmay that nothing that sort of was happening between them. Arushi left and Sagar told him that he had called her himself, just to tell her how much you love her.

"Really."

"Yes! And I am married, why would I look towards yours when I have mine."

"Sorry, bro."

" No need for sorry, just calm down. And try to improve your behaviour. See, it was only me with her, and your reaction. ...."

Sagar was successful in changing his behaviour a bit. Meanwhile, Arushi also tried her best, to give him the importance he wanted. Sagar and Arushi had worked hard to change his behaviour. After a lot of patience and hard work, they got succeeded.

Today, was the speech session in their office. And Tanmay gave the speech named 'Love behind Anger.'