Loved

So what do you think? I should fall in love again?
You raped my soul. You used my heart. You destroyed my mind and you damaged my heart. And after all this, you expect me to be the same puppy you used to adore? Come on. Get real. It was you who knew everything. And it was none other than you who also ruined everything. Expecting me to be oh-so-happy-and-jolly is like expecting a rose from a dead plant. It won't.
It won't be able to be the same heart again. The blood won't be loyal, and I won't be loving anyone anytime soon or even after a eleven years. Because it was you to whom I had given my soul. It was you whom I loved unconditionally. It was you whom I went crazy for. It was you for whom I cried. It was you for whom I did all those cute puppy things which I now find as senseless as shit. You said my treatment was heavenly, and yours? Maybe, inhuman. That's what you are. An inhuman, insatiable and confused self centered individual who has no opinions of own. No self respect. And no passion to live for.
Thank you for the destruction you've done, because despite of everything, you will be the last person that I ever truly loved