When I Knew I Was In Mad Love!

Sometimes life gives you a lot. And then suddenly snatches away. 

Exactly 12 months ago, I met a person online. Ya on insta. We talked and the Vibes met. We started meeting and all the things sorted. I was madly in love with him. At first, it was kinda first love at sight. And then I started getting attached to him. His caring nature, his scoldings, his naughty talks, his way of jealousy, his possessiveness. Everything was so beautiful. It seemed so cute and lovely. His dropping me off near my home and the promises he made of marriage life. His understanding of nature and his trust in me. All the things so beautiful.

Those small meetings and talking about life. Me lying my head on his shoulder and the hug gave security. All these things were awesome. We weren't physical and I wasn't even ready. But he used to insist a lot and then used to understand the things and set back. But after some days he used to start it again. I was angry with this behaviour and had thought of losing him. Agh I was so mad and ya did everything he wanted. I did it because I loved him and trusted him. Soon my family got to know about my relationship and I wasn't allowed to go out. And he didn't even step forward to console me, instead blamed me. He even said that it's ur choice of moving on. I made him stay and promised him to manage. It went on...we just chatted and didn't meet. After some time he got so lusty that he asked for it. I denied and got into breakup. He too went without saying a word. Soon after some time, he came back, messaged me to get in the back. And then also I denied. I was madly crying day and night. I wanted him but not like this. 

That day onwards I realized how hard it was to be away from him and how much I loved him. Soon after some time, he came back, begging and feeling sorry for what he did. He even touched my feet!!

I was in love so I couldn't be away from him and gave him a chance. Everything got better. But soon everything got bitter.

He again started about those things which I hated. He straight forwardly told me that he didn't found any other girl, so he is back. He wanted it from me until he gets a new girl. How cheap!! I broke up!...he made a question on my character!

In the end, I realized I was in love. That's why I was going through all his torture. And agreed to everything he denied of doing. I did my 100% and he gave his 20%. I was in love with his soul and never ever saw his this side. He kinda made his love so as to get me. 

Anyways this love thing shouldn't happen. It ruins your life until you get a real man!

**Now I m a heartless girl. Still finding my fault. Peace!**