Harder Than Before

Why everything hit me so hard now,

Whether it is about humans or not,

Whether somebody’s saying it or not,

It hits me much harder than before.

The feeling of hurt,

the agony and the grief,

Whether it’s me or not,

It hits me much Harder than before.

It is much more intense that I’ve ever felt,

Even an ounce of tear in someone’s eyes,

make me so sensitive that I can’t bear,

It hits me much harder than before.

The feeling of desire,

The feeling of being left out,

The feeling of being lied,

It hits me much harder than before.

Any kind of longing,

Any kind of grief,

Whether related or not,

it hits me much harder than before.

Is it a curse or blessing…

That I get too attach…

And this makes me so sensitive…

That I feel it much harder than before..