Chasing Victory

I try so hard

But everything

falls apart

Victory never

reaches my heart

Sitting depressed

at the parch

Parch of my dreams

That never let go

of my heart

I recall, why did

I even start?

Why do I fail?

When I try so

hard?

Why?

Frustrated I

scream out to the skies

No one answers the

scream of my heart

Why do I try?

If failure is written

in my every shot

So I don't take a

step ahead

And sit at the

broken parch

As broken as my

heart

I scream

I cry

No one answers my

heart

So I let sorrow

take over my heart

And sit at a never

ending path

Path of grieve

Path of a never

ending heart

Everybody's fool.

They can't listen

to my beating heart

A depression takes

me

When failure

doesn't leave me

So I let myself be

succumbed

By sadness

And travel the

path of comparison.

Cause I can't be a

perfect being.

Empty.

That's how my

conscience is.

Chasing victory

Not knowing what

it is.

I stand still now

Cause god knows

I'm tired of

chasing.

Chasing who I

can't be.

So I have to let

it go.

The path I'm

sitting on.

So I stand and

walk.

But by the path

not chosen by you.

The darkness that

consumes

will go away in a

while.

I ran with my

might on a path

I carved by my

blood and soul

Don't want to let

it go

so I let go of my

facades

I don't chase

victory anymore.

Cause I'm not

perfect.

But I don't have

to be

I will be okay

If time allows me

So I let go

I finally let go

I don't belong to

victory

I don't belong to

anything

But me