Hello

Hello, my friend, it's been five years and I'm stuck reminiscing 

I miss the sound of your voice.

Even though you don't like talking

But when you do it's so soothing.

I miss the way you look me in the eyes,

So deeply and welcoming.

I miss the way you smile.

I miss the way you smell.

So defined and sweet.

I miss the way our hands would interlock

And meet.

A feeling I should probably let flee.

I reminisce about the subway rides.

The nights I left you dripping,

The milkshakes we devoured with a side of fries.

I reminisce about that moment it snowed outside,

how beautiful your skin looked while the flurries fell gently upon your curly hair.

I reminisce about each moment you'd go in and kiss me so passionately there.

Your plump lips so soft and flawless

I remember almost every fall after the sto.rm.

I would spend endless hours on Tumblr thinking of you.

I remember how much you loved the regular show

That I couldn't watch it anymore.

I remember that night at the mall we exchanged gifts

And I let you walk away.

I wish I would've chased you up those escalators that day.

Do you remember the times we spent hours at the mall together?

How I was so nervous I let the music take the lead?

How we made out on the bench outside of the cheesecake factory?

How you gave me my first hickey on the stairway of the garage?

You were my first love.

Oh, how I wish it was more than 10 months of getting to know you, love!

I find myself thinking about how it must feel to kiss you again.

How it might feel to hear you say my name.

How it might feel when you breathe while lying next to me.

After all this time, I'm still into you.

That night I saw you It was all natural.

The feeling hit me hard, but it was gradual.

It was like meeting you for the first time all over again.

Butterflies flew wild inside my stomach.

And I felt my heart skip a beat again.

That's when I knew

I'll always love you.