Peaceful Death

What I expect from my end is a comic fairy-tale

To be beautiful as a bride and red-golden bangles in hand

That I never got a chance to decorate myself as a bride before..

Bride of some wonderful life

That I want to be wedded to myself first

As I never got a chance to live my life on my own

I want to dance on some loud sound without fearing of stents, age and ailments

I want to hug the nature on some highest peak of Himalaya and call my name out there

I want to settle down for hours under deep water and see my organs moving freely there

I want everything except the one

I don't want to die in silence..unknown, unlamented, unwanted

The fake called "peaceful death"