Happy Never After

I hear songs in my head but I don't know the lyrics

I hear voices in my ears but don't know who's talking

I feel coldness in my heart but deep down I'm burning

I feel my skin shiver but underneath I'm boiling

Broken glasses gat me picturing how my heart feels

Can't even place my hands on my chest it'll bleed

I plead, please here my plea don't leave me

What's my offence did I love too much, I can't breath

Restlessness my daily pill, I perceive death when I speak

Depression my daily meal, suicidal thought getting to its peak

Demons holding vigil in my head they all be dancing

My angels telling me hold on it'll soon be morning

This scars on me shows so much pain I've endured

Out of all of it, depression was all what I secured

So I bottled my emotions, but the bottle was a see through

As others were securing their insecurities, I thought I should do too

Drowning in my thoughts, as it chokes but it's my only muse

I don't forget prayin' I just lack the right words to use

Got constipation after been fed from all of the lies

Thought I was fighting for love until I saw it was hate in disguise