Lonely, Why?

Lonely is the feeling

Which has trapped me in reckless dreams.

Why do I feel lonely?

What wrong have I done to feel this way?

Why am I alone?

I feel,

Lonely on my way,

Weak in my mind, loss in concentration.

Loneliness nudged me to dreams,

Dreams recalled my thoughts,

Thoughts led me into confusion.

Confusion increased my doubts,

Doubts brought me the same question I had been asking myself all along

Why do I feel alone?

The question followed me everywhere

Like a shadow.

It gave me nothing,

Took away all the love,

All the hopes, and relationships.

All I wanted was to end my life.

But that was never my aim,

I had so many in my list,

But couldn't choose one still.

Really, what do I need?

Looking for answers...

I remember, music made me feel good, made me relax,

But only for a short time.

I am confused! What should I do now?

Help! Help me, O my god.

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